In the worst of times jealousy bitter desire and covetousness of anyone…nay everyone who has more, can do more or lives better than I…
my heart is being stretched and torn by wishes and hopes without action…until it has created a false image, a false Adele for itself….
Trustin the Lord, and do good
dwell in the land and befriend faithfulness.
Delight yourself in the Lord,
and he will give you the desires of your heart.
Commit your way to the Lord;
trust in him, and he will act.
He will bring forth your righteousness as the light,
and your justice as the noonday.
Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him;
fret not yourself over the one who prospers in his way,
over the man who carries out evil devices!
The only way against it is trusting in the Lord…
believing in his perfect power to perfect you…
in that there is peace!